Alright, just for everyones information. I spazzed last time I updated. NO SHIT! I wrote that I was spazzing and obviously over exaggerating and I MUST fucking say this once again in my diary.....

This is my diary, a place where I can vent and let everything that pops in my head go on to this magical fucking computer screen. ONCE AGAIN ....WHAT POPS IN MY HEAD!!!!!! This doesn't mean I would ever say any of this shit out loud or even follow through with a lot of shit I say. Oh yes and...

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT WHEN I AM HAVING A BAD DAY AND PEOPLE LEAVE OH SO "WONDERFUL" MESSAGES IN MY GUESTBOOK!! DID YOU EVER FUCKING STOP TO THINK THAT YOU ARE THE FUCKING REASON I HAVE A BAD DAY IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!!! Get a fucking clue. I don't go around bashing people to make myself feel better. I certainly don't do it if I have never been in their position. I am also pretty positive that many of the people saying these rude things are people I know who are very two faced and are nice to me to my face but ass' behind my back.

oh yes.... I never did cut myself....I may have felt many urges to and I still do every now and then...but I havent done it in such a long time that I know deep down that it isnt any good for me or anyone else. Please people.....if you really know who I am.....you would read that entry and blow it off and say 'yeh there's andrea for ya' and understand im not a fucking idiot.....

Whatever, think what you would like.

ANYWAY, moving on.....

"I wish I was like you Easily amused"

sorry....

We recieved my dogs ashes yesterday. Depressing but....it's the truth.

Abby is doing somewhat better and Andrew and I are just peachy.

I have to go now because I am rather tired and just got back from a wedding. I may stay on the internet tonight so people IM me if you would like =)

CrushedupVelvet ........ AIM

bye people

song listening to/stuck in head: Nirvana "All apologies"