I am one of those people. You know. heh.

Anyway, I suppose ....argh, I will try to explain.

So, your friend/boyfriend/girlfriend/relative whatever buys this really awesome thoughtful present for someone. You're like "WOW! That's fucking awesome!" Now, you think that hey, they will actually think about the present they get me. They will think it through.

Now, this isn't a selfish entry or anything I am just confused about things. Honestly, I don't think I am a hard person to buy for and I know some people who shouldn't be hard people to buy for. Now, how come it is so difficult for people to buy things for one another that really mean something? Honestly I think it is because they don't really know the person. If you are walking along the mall and you're like "hey so and so likes this" then you buy it for them. That's not worth it. I wouldn't want it if that's what someone did with me. That would suck. I mean. Alright, So if I said I liked "I love Lucy" (its just an example, its on tv right now) and I said this a while ago and had this elaborate story or something about it, that would be awesome to get me something with I love Lucy. Now, meh forget it.

blah. I wont explain. Someone tell me if they know what the fuck im talkin about.

song in head slash listening to: "Spiders" S.O.A.D.