I have kind of been living at Tims house. My life has been jumbled and thrown around in my head and I don't give a shit. My aunt and uncle pretty much said "see ya" and now im moving into a house with jon next month in Richfield. Is there anything sad about this situation? nah.

Im happy that I have Jon as the only person that I truly consider someone who cares about me.

I guess everyone has heard. Andrea has a new boyfriend. Yes, Taylor... that's him. I like him a lot and im happy with him. I can talk to him and we both hate arguing so we talk to each-other and what not and we feel the same way about things and it is just... the best feeling ever to have someone like this in your life. It feels wonderful.

I quit smoking yesterday. I haven't had a cig in almost 2 days. I'm amazed I have made it this far. considering I used to smoke a pack a day. out of boredom from life. Now im still bored with life.... im just not killing myself while being bored.

Thanks Michelle...

I love that girl.

Anyway, my family has exploded and its REALLY weird whats going on. My aunts and uncles arent talking to one another and my parents haven't spoken one word to each-other for a few weeks. I don't even know what my sister looks like anymore and I hardly know what any of my family looks like anymore. Besides my dad. Who let me get drunk at his house on Friday.

Now, I lost what I was saying I was talking to Timmy. I have weird ex. boyfriends. That's what I think Tim has come to the conclusion.

Dead Rabbits.... HA.

anyway, It's 5 and I think I am going to go to my work and grab my nice paycheck with overtime on it and then go and meet jon for dinner at 6:30.

Oye.

I hope Taylor is doing okay. Maybe he's sleeping and he can just waste the night away in happy dreams instead of feeling like hes in a prison.

meh.

I think this is long enough nothing else too interesting to say.

song listening to/stuck in head:system of a down "fuck the system"