I'm at Taylors house right now with Holly, Tim and of course Taylor. I am content right now. I'm watching Taylor put together his drum kit. He's adorable. I'm happy he isn't in Iowa.

Holly wants to say something "and the will therein lieth which dieth not, who knowth the mysteries of the will with its vigor? for god is but a great will pervading all things by the nature of it's intentness. man does not yeild him to the angels nor unto death uttery save by the weakness of his feeble will." ..Holly...

I hate Mondays they are very boring.

I get to move to Richfield tomorrow with my father. It shall be interesting.. a new world of drama will start.

Im excited however and actually look forward to being farther away from people. More so my family.

This entry is taking me a long time to write cause I keep getting in conversations with Holly. Not a bad thing at all.

I feel kinda shitty right now. My throat is sore. Probably from smoking so much. Oh yes, I started smoking again. I owe Jon and Courtney money. I gave in. I don't care. Meh.

I hopefully start bartending school in a couple weeks and will hopefully be done with the stupid Drycleaners. I need to get out of that stupid damn place. It makes me go crazy. Being forced to wake up at 6 in the morning to sit in a white box for 40 hours a week Monday through Friday... makes me crazy. Then, you get bored so you try to clean or something to occupy your time. You get done cleaning and you don't notice a difference... at all. Holly wants to say something about working in Disons workplace of drycleaning solitude... "its terrible. I swear to christ. its like being in a birdcage. you want to just fly... sounds dramatic, yes... and i realize it is kind of whimpy to whine about doing nothing at all. But i assure you, you exaust yourself slamming back and forth around your skull. that building is a mood. a life sucking lifeless lifeless lifeless mood. creeeeeeeeeepy." ...Holly...

Well, I am going to go now. I have not much else to say.

Song stuck in head/listening to: "The Leaving song" AFI