As many of you already know, Hendrix my puppy passed away last weekend.

It sucks, it really does. He was ,my puppy and he was fucking awesome. What other dog would be a fucking space ship!? What other dog looked as cool as him!? Damn strait Hendrix owned bitches and ho's so HA! :'(

On other news... Abby is not doing all that well either. The vet now has said that she may not have very long to live. It just isn't fair. So, I stay up all night taking care of her because the rest of my family 'can't handle it anymore' What the fuck are they complaining about!? None of them were even home when hendrix passed away! I was! I carried his fucking body for gods sake I wrapped him in a blanket! All with some help from Andrew but.. I saw his body the way he died. So they can shove it and quit their fuckin complainin because im not gonna let Abby go....no way in Hell.

My dad thinks the neighbor poisoned my dogs. If he did, if there is something that a vet detects or something.... I swear to fucking god... I will be sent to prison cause it will NOT be a pretty thing to be seeing.

**breath**

I miss Hendrix. =(

I want my puppy to cuddle with. Damnit I didn't think it would be this difficult losing an animal. I've tried every way of getting over it.

Denial, Acceptance, anger, sadness, laughing.... none of it works.....it all gets bunched up and then I don't understand why im crying. Im 17 years old for gods sake I should get over it. I have Abby to take care of and I will not let her die on me. I don't want her to go. I love that puppy too. =(

I miss Hendrix. =(